Beth looked out over the water. The boundless pool seemed to stretch out to the edges of the earth, far and wide, clashing with the sun as it dipped slowly into the ocean, setting in the distance. The crashing of the waves soothed her, just like the sounds on the app she used to meditate. Being here now though, with the real thing, it seemed to run deeper. She felt it in her veins, blood flowing easily. Her skin vibrated with leisure as she sat in the wet sand. There was a slight chill in the air, but Beth welcomed it. It was the only place she was herself. The only place she could hear her own heart beat. The only place she felt free from all the bullshit of the world. The world. It was a bitter taste in her mouth. That’s why she came here. Not often enough, but just enough to keep her sanity.
The waves were loud. The only person there as far as the eye could see and still it was noisy. But it was a comforting kind of noisy. A noisy that either helped clear thoughts, or helped bring them to light. At this moment Beth’s brain was full. Busy. She felt small. Insignificant next to the vastness of the water. Not in a bad way. She actually quite enjoyed the feeling. The feeling of not mattering. Of just being human with no responsibilities. She also liked the idea of being swallowed up whole. Of walking into the depths of the steely blue and being immersed completely. She didn’t want to die. They weren’t suicidal thoughts. It was just a tranquil daydream of hers.
She indulged in this fantasy regularly. On the train. At work. Out in bars with friends. She wasn’t actively trying to think of it, it just came to her involuntarily. One moment she would watch her friends, their luminous faces fixated on their phones and the next moment the bar would fill up with cold water, people screaming, trying to escape their breathless fait. Waves crashing in from all sides. Beth would sit. Sit as chaos broke out around her. Her friends gasping for air as they tried to hold their heads above the water. Their phones now floating and trivial. Just as fast as the mirage manifests, she is snapped back into reality. Feeing foolish. Embarrassed.
Here her thoughts were free. Free to be judged by no one but herself. What right did they have to judge her anyway? She was the normal one after all. She was the one trying to live. It wasn’t her fault the world got in the way. The new world. The world of technology. Of phones and filters. The age of illuminated ignorance if you will. Reality seems to be an afterthought these days. The truth only ever examined in retrospect. People hiding behind distorted beauty; perfection being an obligation.
Everyone is happy. Everyone is so fucking blissful with their perfect job, perfect love life, perfect gym attire, perfect holidays and their perfect fucking breakfast on the weekends. When did it become okay to to ignore the suffering, ignore humanity to scroll through lies and depictions of what are actually dreams, not truth. To double tap perfectly round pancakes with a few sprinkled blueberries; #foodie #foodporn. Are you happy? No, you’re hiding. You’re coping. You’re competing. You’re addicted. Every “like” a boost to your ego. Endorphins swarming as strangers give you their approval on a single picture or status or tweet.
Beth sat crosslegged in the sand and watched the tide roll in closer as the sun sunk deeper, almost out of sight. The sky looked as though a filter had replaced her normal vision. This was true beauty. Nature. It was real. It was there… and it was not pretending to be something it’s not. She sighed, feeling defeated. She wanted to do something big. She wanted to change the world, even if it’s just one wave at a time. So she pulled out her phone. Shamefully Beth snapped a picture of her feet rimmed by the tide. The caption read: ‘If you can’t beat em’, join em. #nofilter’. How else was she going to make a change. She couldn’t do it by herself. She needed help. Help of the thousands of followers she’s accumulated with a secret agenda. Feed them their nonsense until one day you have a base so big you can post things that actually matter and still get a response. Open people’s eyes. No matter how much Beth despised the selfie, hashtag, facesnapinsta, headphone generation, it was her generation, and she had a plan.
-written by ActressInReality
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She will. She’ll make a difference.
❤
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That’s the plan 🙂
Thanks for reading!
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I love this, it resonated with me. You have written my thoughts out far better than I ever could. Keep writing!
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Thank you so much! Appreciate you taking the time to read. Thoughts that way heavy on my mind, sometimes it’s best to get it all out.
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LOVE THIS!!
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Thank you 🙂
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Viciously lovely, Dear, way to capture an epoch. I love your lable, “The age of illuminated ignorance”.
Keep it coming!
Take care, be well, and happy blogging,
Denny
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I love the images you’ve used. I’ve written something very very similar years ago, I think i’ll publish it today just for u to check out the similarity of ideas. keep up the good work dear. I love your style of writing!
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Thank you so much!
So grateful to find others out there with the same ideas and opinions.
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Lovely vignette 🙂 Beautiful writing, but was also curious if you do use an app for meditating. I’m currently subscribed to Headspace and can’t get enough of it!
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Thank you so much 🙂
I do use an app called ‘Calm’. It’s a lifesaver! A bit expensive, but I really enjoy it!
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Interesting. My thoughts, your words. Love.
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Beautiful imagery in this piece. You set the scene really well.
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Thank you for taking the time to read! Appreciate your feedback 🙂
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Spotted this from the community pool, I really liked it, key thing for me is that it flows really well. Caption bit near the made me laugh too. Keep going. Cheers.
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Thank you 😊
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Wow terrific read!
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Thank you 😊
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I need to read it again when I have more time to enjoy this beautiful text – pinned for the weekend and followed your blog.
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This was such a lovely read! I am so happy to have stumbled across your blog…I am trying to become a better writer, and this post inspired me to continue working towards that. Thank you for sharing your stories! You painted such a beautiful picture in my mind, and it reminded me of my recent trip to California. Thank you.
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Thank you 😊 I really appreciate your feedback !
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I could imagine myself near the ocean the entire time, beautifully wrote!
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😊 thank you
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Beautiful writing. You have a lovely way with words!
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Thank you 😊
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You write beautifully. Thank you for sharing, I am following now.
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Thank you for reading 😊
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Hi
I saw your post on first Friday. This is really an awesome blog and I love your post especially this one the writing is so clear and articulate, (i’ve gone through all of your posts). Keep writing. Hope to read more of your awesome stuff.
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Thank you so much for the kind comment 😊 appreciate you taking the time to read!
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Its a pleasure. 🙂
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Wow, very well expressed and highly relatable. I’m a new blogger and I’m duly awed to come across so many like-minded bloggers. This post resonates with me in many respects! Glad to come across my thoughts being expressed in such a beautiful way. Keep writing! 🙂
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Thank you and welcome! Like me you’ll come across a lot of fantastic bloggers. Good luck! Happy blogging!
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Insightful. Totally relatable. Actress, this again is a must read for our generation. I love how you lay out your point of view on such issues. This is more than inspiring. Keep on Actress!
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Thank you 😊 glad you came back to read it!
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Haha I had to. As always! Your silence has been loud though. 😉
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